siti nurul aqiqah's

letting it out

2009-06-06T20:21:00.007+08:00

i know no ones gonna check my blog but i just wanna let this out of my chest.

i fell in love with her since the first day we chat, 7th march.and since that day we started chatting everyday and chatting with her is the only reason i go online. i love her more and more each day and she makes me happy. eventhough im with someone else at that time haha but its just that she make me happier then i ever thought i can. i will never forget the days when we're living a lie =)

then i broke up with the girl im with on May kali,ive been with that girl for 4 years and she was my first love. but when that girl left me "not a single salty tear,not a feeling in my chest" because i was inlove with another girl at that time haha "what goes around comes around"

then on 8th august 2008,08.08.08 the most memorable and happiest day for me came. at last, im officially hers at that day =) but im also kinda upset at that time because on that day she went to indonesia with her parents. she left me all alone on our first day being officially together haha but thank god she didnt go there for long,less than a week i think.

i remember the days like yesterday,march 7th and 8th august to be exact

but we can only make it for a year and a month together and 8 months being officially togther.

its the hardest thing for me to do. i cant let her go. i need her in my life. i know its my fault that her feelings fade away but im trying to change. i should trust her and accept her for who she is. i really wanna change for you. i know you hurt me so bad but i still love you,my feelings to you never faded. the one who you love the most is the one who hurt you the most. i know its karma and like you said,its faith. but we could work it out and we can change it.

if you give me another chance i promise i'll change,i'll let you free, and i'll never let you go.as long as im yours. give me chance to make you love me like you used to and make you happy. and i know you're not ready for a relationship for now and i understand.i will wait for you no matter what. i dont know what else to do. im just not ready to let you go and i still love you and i will always love you. i hope once you're ready to be in a relationship you'll come back to me. i'll do anything to get you back eventhough i know you aint coming back.

im sorry for everything and im sorry for being a jerk.

you will always be in my heart and i still think of you all the time. i cant stop thinking of you and missing you. i really miss you

I LOVE YOU SITI NURUL AQIQAH AMINUDDIN

by the way,today is suppose to be our 15 months together

another post

2008-12-12T00:14:00.000+08:00

awwwww..

08

2008-12-11T23:59:00.002+08:00

this blog is so dead. he is going to delete this blog SOON! but before it happen let me update with a quick post =) i am currently not in the mood because of HIM! of course hahaha. it's our 40 weeks been "together" and 18 weeks been "officially together" heheh. and above picture, i was wearing a shirt given by him =) LOVE YOU!

and he took this picture, hehe.

so i think that's it. i am 88.8% sure, that no one gonna read this post! or moreover check this blog! haahahahaha. the fact is, my boyfriend doesnt even know i hack this account! well, he would'nt mind =D

so baby,
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
ALWAYS AND FOREVER

XOXO.

p/s : bila lagi ke rumah? =)

asal update =)

2008-11-01T01:56:00.005+08:00

i know its been awhile i havent update my blog haha some of you might know that aku ada penyakit called "penyakit M" and i've been busy with my girlfriend,siti nurul aqiqah, i love you =) and with my o'level exam,my next paper will be maths on 5th november. belajar pun alum, kemarahan dah girlfriend ku, haha wish me luck, hope next year ill be in form 6 with my girlfriend =) insya Allah

one more reason why ive been busy inda belajar is FOOTBALL. haha last saturday i play football at menglait with my family team ,calabaza. on that day aku ada exam jua from 2 - 4.30,tapi aku awal keluar pukul 4 and tarus ke menglait.

on last tues malam my cousin bawa main bula lagi di belapan and it was my third time playing at belapan time malam. and my last match was last night di seria arah pdg penaga with calabaza lawan orang futih. the game was fun sal dorang mental haha kana sumpah saja kami "this is bullshit , fuck off , you fucking pussy , fuck you" fuck fuck fuck ,the whole game thats all i can hear. its football and welcome to brunei =) after the game we took pics with them hmm nanti ada kali.

to my beloved girlfriend, its been 34 weeks and 12 weeks being yours =)

I LOVE YOU,your the joy of my life =)

your sayang here

2008-10-07T22:54:00.003+08:00

heheh, you asked me to surprise you right? so here, especially for you.

less than 5 days to 12th October. hope you can make it.

i can't wait to see you baby =) i wanna spend the whole day with you.

buleh? hehe

yesterday (7th October) was our 7 months. haha heyy it's been 7 months, half year to go and i love you more and more. and today is our 2nd months been OFFICIALLY together, we've been through ups and downs together,you are always there and i appreciate every bit of it. thanks =)

I LOVE YOU HIFDZUL MALIK.

much love,

xoxo

Yours, Aqiqah

youre my number one boy =)

soldier boy. heheh

her soldier boy

2008-09-27T21:39:00.007+08:00

before

after

after 5 years inda gundul, mcm recruit asgar wah

i love my qiqah and my jarhead haha

friday

2008-09-26T01:30:00.002+08:00

its friday,its our 29 weeks and 7 weeks

love you

yhanks for inviting me tadi jalan. atleast i can see you and after this entah i dont know when tani kan jumpa lagi.

de' fenomeno est.2007

2008-09-24T01:14:00.013+08:00

mu'izz'6 ikram'5 hifzul'8 rijal'56
at smja football field
DFFC first match at jerudong polo club against my family team, calabaza

hifzul'8 rijal'56 azrul'7

smja time assembly

i miss playing with DFFC. i cant even remember when was our last game, but i remember it was at maktab duli lawan BSG team m.d and we lose by 2-1.iakah? haha kali lahh.and thanks to them i love football.haha cause sejak aku masuk smja baru ku pandai main bula and i know dulu i suck in playing football and now pun entah, i think im okay haha alright that's all.hope tani beraksi lagi haha tapi its hard sal bercerai berai dah and yg di m.d ada team sendiri dah haha

we born-we live-we play football-we die

de' fenomeno

est.2007

and to my love,my girlfriend,my everything. if we're gonna be together always,we gotta make it work.and i'm sorry for all the stupid things i've done.=) love you always baby and i miss you

2008-09-20T22:42:00.004+08:00

its 28weeks and 1 day with her together,07.03.08

and 6 weeks and 1 day being officially hers,08.08.08

im your everything baby

if you need a super hero, i can be your hancock

if you need someone to pray for you, i can be you hustaz

if you need someone to go shopping or do girl stuff, i can be you pundan

if you need a singer in ur life, i can be a rapper

if you want you boyfriend to be a nigga, i can be one

hahah

LOVE YOU BABY

and sorry late post =)

2008-09-17T23:07:00.002+08:00

i love you girlfriend =)

my qiqah

2008-09-17T22:24:00.001+08:00

siti nurul aqiqah,17
i know her since last year tapi dulu tani mcm inda kenal haha angin ja,i added her email from last year too and sekali ja pernah kami chat,then on march this year one of my cousin betahan di hospital and the day ia keluar on friday 7th march at 11 something kali, i was there mendganikan and i was bored so i go online and she's the only girl yg ada online so i texted her =)
since that day makin menjadi hahah and i was not single that time too and i broke up with my girlfriend 0n 29th may i think haha and bla bla bla

in august,08.08.08
siti nurul aqiqah was officially mine haha dont wanna tell siapa prupose and until now we're still together and i hope she's the one =)